She left …!

She left content with the legacy we have till she finds out what she should/would/want to do!! …  so far love did not find a way or its way …!! I don’t know why does she believe that tomorrow will be a new day; is it because she will be back, or is it because she decided not to come back because she is so hurt to no return, or does she thinks that my love is so fairytalely that a couple of days I will get over it and go back to my life ..!! I don’t know …

I know her world is spinning very fast and can never stop, and I did not want to take her from her world, I just wanted to be with her in her spinning world, in any way or form or label. I always said I will be content and happy because she will always be there … But now she left, so no matter what shape or form it takes, I will feel lifeless, and I will go back to where I came from!!

I always believed that we will find a way to keep into our spinning worlds, and I told her if we believe we can climb mountains, I literally believed that “we are in this together…” because I believe if she is not physically with me and each is in his own world, I still can feel her next to me and she can feel me next to her because both of us are there even when we are busy in our worlds … and even when this relation takes any other form or label still we are there, she can feel me and I can feel her … and that is why I was happy and content …

But now, I feel she took the decision to leave with no return and be content with the legacy … Am I jumping to conclusions, may be I don’t know, that what I feel now anyways … But she is struggling with the way of how to do so, just for my sake !!! Unfortunately, when she manages to do that, my new tomorrow will be the place where I came from..!!! I don’t know how I am feeling so, but I still believe love will find a way and she will be back … I will be waiting!!