Anticipation grew high … images, fantasies flying in our minds … our hearts are beating fast … we can’t wait, we are so excited … fears hovering around in the shadows of excitement and expectations … feelings is getting out of control … the time has been set for the moment when our eyes will meet and our lips will lock …
After a complete month of obsession, addiction and high … I wake up to talk to her till I fall back sleep … for days I did not shave or shower … I was deeply in love, living a fairytale I never thought I would ever experience … for days we poured our hearts, we laughed, we cried, we fought, we reconciled, we danced, we sang, we argued and debated, we feared and prayed, we talked in poetry … we kissed and made love … we intimately dived deep into each other souls … we invaded each other imaginations … we shook each other believes, we awed each other … we were the fairytale … the amorousness was feverish … we failed to understand or explain, we doubted it many times, we questioned it and we got hurt doing so, we wanted to run away, but we always failed … Wondrous things happened, the universe wrote about us in an extraordinary way, my body and brain trembled for days … we couldn’t take it … our bodies ran towards each other and burst into each other … we shattered invading each other … we screamed and moaned … we grabbed and held each other to the breaking points …. aaahhhhhh !!!
“I must be crazy now .. Maybe I dream too much .. But when I think of you .. I long to feel your touch .. To whisper in your ear .. Words that are old as time .. Words only you would hear .. If only you were mine .. I wish I could go back to the very first day I saw you .. Should’ve made my move when you looked in my eyes
’cause by now I know that you’d feel the way that I do .. And I’d whisper these words as you’d lie here by my side .. I love you, please say .. You love me too, these three words .. They could change our lives forever .. And I promise you that we will always be together .. Till the end of time .. So today, I finally find the courage deep inside .. Just to walk right up to your door .. But my body can’t move when I finally get to it .. Just like a thousand times before .. Then without a word he handed me this letter .. Read I hope this finds the way into your heart, it said .. I love you, please say .. You love me too, these three words .. They could change our lives forever .. And I promise you that we will always be together .. Till the end of time .. Well maybe i, I need a little love yeah .. And maybe i, I need a little care .. And maybe i, maybe you, maybe you, maybe you
Oh you need somebody just to hold you .. If you do, just reach out and I’ll be there .. I love you, please say
You love me too .. Please say you love me too .. Till the end of time .. These three words
They could change our lives forever .. And I promise you that we will always be together
Oh, I love you .. Please say you love me too .. Please please .. Say you love me too .. Till the end of time
My baby .. Together, together, forever .. Till the end of time .. I love you .. I will be your light .. Shining bright
Shining through your eyes .. My baby” (Celine Dion – I love you)
She arrived our home country … 24 hours to meet after a complete month living in our minds, the moment of facing each other, touching each other and holding each other is approaching … intensity of desire, love, excitement, expectation, happiness, and fear is rising higher and higher … it is blowing our minds, our judgment is shaken, for a moment we are dying to meet and another moment we are afraid to meet … But in all times you can feel the determinacy … She arrived my city, few minutes to meet … you can feel the rush exploding in our blood, deep intense feelings … it was the minutes where our minds and hearts were blown out … I wanted to tell her something to calm her down, I wrote it in a piece of paper and left under a rose in her room … May be it succeeded to calm her a bit, but I was so far from being calm …
The person that I believed is the one that has everything I want in a friend, a lover and a life partner a wife, the person I deeply believed I am totally in love, the person that I shared deep moments of my life with, the person I invaded her fancy and her heart, the person who blew my mind and my heart away, the person that I kissed, the person that I danced with, the person that I united with across miles of ocean and lands, that person I am about to meet in few minutes … that huge person, that humble person, that heart-melting girl, that warm woman, that exotic lady … the one I deeply love …
Millions of thoughts in my mind splashing like angry sea waves, I can’t think straight … I don’t want to drive her away or turn her off, I want to control many of my turning off jerks, I want to make her happy, I am want to tell her I love you, I want to touch her, I want to kiss her, I want to have my way with her in a way the universe will shake from the intensity of the unity … I promised her to be able to handle her, I needed to be calm, I needed to be composed …
I had a plan, I told her to wait by the sea … minutes and we will meet … my stomach was squeezing like a lemon … my heart was beating like running a marathon … my breath was heavy, and my voice was shaky even if it was not obvious but I was shaking … rush and gush exploding into my veins, my brain will burst … I called her as I watched her setting by the sea, she can’t see me … I approached her, I can feel the longing in her voice, she cried “come now, please come I can’t wait” … how much I was happy to hear these words … I did miss her more than she imagined, I longed for her … I approached her from behind and whispered “wa7ashteeny – I missed you” and I kissed her on her neck side, but she jumped of a feared surprised … still it was in public, she was very people-conscious …If I had one wish, I would have wished we would be in my NeverLand at that moment … me and her alone in this whole world … we tried to walk to change the place for her to calm down from people’s eyes though they were not looking … I needed to be composed … As we sat by another place, while she was still very tense, I started my proposal … yes I proposed, yet it was unconventional one, but I wished it would be for a life time … She said yes to be my wife for the small time we will have together … I couldn’t feel the people surrounding us, I thought it is enough that she feels them :) … My eyes couldn’t see anyone but her as my heart was crying for her …
We went to the place where we can hide from people’s eyes, the eyes that judge, the eyes that intrude, the eyes that even like what it sees yet uninvited … I thought she would be calm then, but she was still shaken from the experience … the reason I was not shaking, is because I was melting in her eyes, I couldn’t see or feel anything but her, besides I promised her I will be able to handle her and I enjoyed that confidence…
We gazed into each other eyes for a while, and then she lied on the bed with a smile on her face she welcomed me in … I gently approached her with my heart longing deeply for her … I closed my eyes, fervor rushed into my lips, my heart leaped and my lips touched her forehead for the first time after a complete month … aahhh … I felt her skin, her warmth … my lips couldn’t resist to stop there … they felt her eyes, her cheeks, and with every touch, a gush of blood fills my veins, my body tingles and my heart cries I love you … till I felt her lips, and then our lips locked, fused and melted into each other … I couldn’t feel myself and the world stopped spinning for I don’t know how long … time has stopped too … aahhh ….! ………………….. …………………. …………………
