Guilt free …!

Amorousness and love … Something that is cherished and felt between lovers, guilt free … However, against the standards of God and against her purity and innocence, it falls short … She has a heart like the heart of the Lord …

Her purity and innocence is so sensitive like the molasses inside the shell, when a pebble of sand enters the shell it irritates it so much, it starts to defend itself with secretion that wraps the pebble and come out as a precious pearl … She is like the sheep when mud soils its fur, it gets irritated and starts shaking it off … Can’t stand the mud, can’t stand the sin and can’t stand the guilt …

The Lord has said about David that he has a heart as the Lord’s heart, yet David lusted and sinned … But our Lord, our Heavenly Father accepts us as who we are … David was able to come to the Lord as he is and shouts out his being as it is and the Lord accepted him … But Solomon was in love …

God created amorousness in the man’s heart natural and pure … I don’t deny my amorous feelings, they are God’s gift … Because of these feelings, Solomon was able to write his masterpiece songs, that the church symbolizes it as the love between the Lord and his church … Solomon was not married to his lover when he wrote it, as his lover said “ …If only you were my brother, one who nursed at my mother's breasts. If I saw you on the street, I would kiss you, and no one would look down on me. I would lead you, I would bring you into my mother's house. I would give you some spiced wine to drink, some juice squeezed from my pomegranates. His left hand is under my head. His right hand caresses me…” (Song of Solomon 8:1-3 GW) …

I am not trying to be wise and act like lawyers who test the case till they reach a crack and shout “aa hha, I found it” … I am not trying to purify mud or soil a pure … I simply acknowledge that the feelings a person has when he loves someone is pure and God’s gift to humanity … I openly lay it in front of God, and the best thing about this is that God accepts us as who we are, no make up .. no masks!! Kama ana!!

I love you and I can’t wait to hold you in my arms!! …