Oh my Lord, I need to talk with you, I need to argue with you … Hear my cry and don’t turn your face away from me … I love someone you created magnificently … She had died and she needs you to put life back into her … you know I talked to you about her before, do you remember!! you said if the mother forgot her child you don’t forgot him … So how can you forget her, and why are you still silent, and why are you late!!
I love her and she loves me … I asked you to protect our relation and keep it … I believe you will, because you are the one who put us together, you had a reason and a purpose … She loves you as I love you too … She wants to obey you and live for you and your glory and I do too … I announce my feelings for her to you, I bring it to your light, to your holy presence … She told me she wants to punish herself and I don’t know why, but I am sure you know, and I am sure you are feeling her struggle right now … I beg you to reach for her, and touch this tumbling splashing vigorous waves inside her … Order the wind and the sea to rest and quiet as you did before and that everything be calm .. I will not say “before she sinks and die”, because you said before “why are you afraid? Don’t you have any faith!” … I have faith my Lord, I have faith that we will never sink while we are with you, our boat will the shore safely because you are in it with us no matter how strong is the wind and the storm, because with you there is no death only life, and darkness can never approach you …
I lay my feelings in your holy presence to bless it, to pure it and make it worthy of your holiness with the blood shed from the lamb … I am not shamed in your presence because I do not lust her my Lord I love her … because you are so loving you are the only one who can understand, who can feel us … take us in your arms, warm us with your love, purify us with your blood, and touch our hearts and put an everlasting breath “life” of yours … Life that is not human made, life that doesn’t die, life that is strong … Hold us tight my Lord, my Father and never let go of us, we want to be together with you forever, in Jesus name, Amen.
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