My dear friends and family:
My last days, short as hours or long as years, have been through ups and downs interspersed with cries and tears, laughs and joy ... it was like a whirl with mixed contradicting things ... I guess it was life, but I felt like I am a newbie to how ugly it is, like my whole life I was introduced to a nice thing that turns out so misshaped ...
Some of you haven't heard from me for years, others for months and weeks, but with all of you I wanted to share some things of life, as when I come to think of my life I see that the most important things happened during the past 2 years, and it all comes down to 3 major things happened in the past 2 years plus this year 2008.
When I wanted to write about my most important things in life, lets say that sums up my whole life so far, I opened my email address book (contacts) and started going name by name, choosing who I want to share with. However, this way may seem impersonal, but I want you to believe me that while I am typing these words now, I am thinking of each one of you, who did I meet from years for once and did not get in contact much or in some cases we stopped contact but they were precious moments we spent together and I felt we touched each other, or those whom I have never seen but we are friends as much as those I see regularly, or those we kept contact occasionally, but in each time it was rich and sincere ...
Some of you have contacted me several times, but I have not the chance to reply back, I want to say that I am sorry and believe me that it meant a lot to me when I saw your email checking how am I doing. I promise that I will try to contact each one of you personally.
Again, my life was hard and busy like an ocean whirl that sucks you down and as you try to fight your way out you find it getting stronger, till it sucks your strength first and finally you let go till it ends and throws you back to the surface ... Before the past 3 years, I thought I had a hard and busy life ... How naïve and inexperienced I was ...
I finally was able to scrap my time and steel few moments to share the 3 most important things in my life. I will start in an ascending chronological order in 3 different emails. But I got to warn you from now, they are going to be long ones, so if your knees, back or eyes or even your time is busy that you can't stand 15 to 20 minutes reading over the computer, break them down!!!
I will be writing them over the next 10 days, I hope so!! So till we meet soon, I hope that you dwell in God's grace and blesses ...
Sincerely,
Mourad
