Quenched!!

For a while now I wanted to write, hundreds of thoughts but I did not have the chance … My brain is starting to get cluttered that it is hard to function, and my heart is getting weary and heavy with the many things accumulating that need to be done and I don’t have interest in almost all of them, sadly more, to do these things I will have to postpone many of the things I am really interested in … But that is not what I want to write about … I just needed to spill that sigh out because it was smothering me to the extent I was not able to write, and I needed badly to write, so I needed to spill it out.

For long I have been parched … I was thirsty to make someone happy and satisfied … I needed to feel I am a good man, like my father … life has bone-dried me, and from just a feeling of a loser it is started to be a fact, I was about to feel shamed, in a matter of fact I did feel shamed …

But today, a person, a wonderful gracious queen, who told me before that she loves me, that I satisfied her, that I made her high, who I saw myself in her eyes as a worthy good person that revolutionized my world … today she told me something different, she told that she told her dear friend about “how is an experience is to meet a good man in your life!!” …

aahhh, my thirst is now slaked … the dictionary defines “quenched” as; Said of a metal which was first heated and then cooled by thrusting into water or other liquid, for the purpose of hardening or tempering. Today you made a parched heart slaked and strong hard again, so “Thank you”! … Even I am addicted to you now, even I sleep and I wake up talking to you till I sleep again, and do nothing in my life, I am happy because you are strengthening and tempering me … I love you from every cell in my body, and I will always be in debt to you … And I will always remember “ We are in this together, if I fall you raise me up, and if you fall I raise you up … You will always have my shoulder, and I will always have your shoulder” … So again, THANK YOU …!