Monday, June 29, 2009

Such a blur … it blows!

“ Every time I ask you to say what you feel, I get insulted for it…” she said, and after she said that I realized why do I do that ! I never thought I am impulsive, I always thought I am spontaneous … then I say sorry and she struggles with accepting, and even if she accepts the apology, she can’t completely forget, because it hurts and leaves a scar …

Now, I don’t know what to do … Keep saying sorry, takes the apology out of sorry, making it without an effect anymore … My mind keeps analyzing what happened and is happening  … and I end up with an upset stomach, and a blur with a sense of everything blows … At these times all my hopes goes for intervention that I don’t how it happens …

Again … I am sorry ….

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