An advice!!

I wrote my post about “when being in love is not the point”, but I did not finish it and I said to be continued. After that I had a long chat with a friend. She advised me that I should “take it slowly” “it can’t all be true” and I should “wait and see what happens” …

My problem is why such advice! Is it because of fear of what would happen or how things would go!, or is it because of doubt of such things don’t exist; too good to be true! or is it just being cautious exactly like the kid who examines the pool’s water! or is it because of fear of getting attached to something would not last, and then makes you say “I should go” as an early solution before things get complicated! or is it out of care and love for someone you don’t want to see getting hurt!

May be it is a bit of every of these reasons, a mixture or may be it is none of these!. My debate is that such thing was not planned for … We did not plan to meet, we did not plan to talk, we did not plan to enjoy talking up to 3:30 in the morning, we did not plan to feel what we felt, we did not plan to hurt each other but it happened, we did not plan to reconcile and I wonder how it succeeded!, we did not plan to feel incredibly high and then crushed down to the bottom and then up again, we did not plan anything … Was it a short dream; once in a life time dream, or was it real! I know one thing for sure that both of us were there, it happened.

My heart debates with my mind, many voices in my head like a British parliament, and I end up with an upset stomach! So what am I going to do? I am going to take the above mentioned advice, and why?? Believe me, for only and only one simple reason … I trust the person who gave it to me!.